
老點傳師賜導
楊碧珍
在2005年5月29日,一群從加州El Monte一貫道美國全真道院來的點傳師及道親們來到了印地安那州的Indianapolis市,從此,在這裡的一切,變得都不一樣了。這八位修道人帶來了精力與熱誠、關心和照顧、慈悲與慷慨。有他們在場的時候是平和的、含蓄的、泰然自若而高貴的。從一開始就可看出這群人有一股很大的力量在支持著他們,這是必然的,因為「道」就是他們力量的來源。 一年多以前,我不記得在什麼時候,我開始和林信价學長討論在美國中部開設一個一貫道佛堂的可能性。超過一年的時間,我們常常聯絡、溝通,漸漸的互相熟稔起來。我很幸運的在2004年7月求道成為一貫道的一員。在此時,我想把「道」傳入Indiana的夢想就要開始實現了。也就在這個時候,林學長把我對修道心得與修道體驗的文章登在www.TrueTao.org的網站上,雖然是簡單的字句,但也得到了一些對「道」有興趣的人的共鳴。 這些修道的過程,一切都是那麼的自然,完全沒有任何勉強。一個時期所發生的事,剛好為下一個步驟而準備,配合得非常完美無缺。 許多在網站(道的討論區)上的人,和我的一些鄰居都問我:「為什麼你想要一個佛堂?」或「為什麼你需要一個佛堂?」亦或是「如果你是一個修道人,為什麼你需要一個教堂(指佛堂)?」那時候我只能以微笑回答。現在我瞭解了開壇的真正含義,我希望能把我所瞭解的和大家分享。 有很多人在網站上自稱為修道人,其中有許多人認為不需要一個正式的組織來幫助他們修道,或者聚在一起互相幫助與支持。我自己就是這樣孤獨的走著這一條路,陷入了一些錯誤的觀念,同時也失去了很多瞭解道的機會。 身為修道人,我們應該實踐老子、前人、點傳師的教導:以智慧之道、慈悲、愛心、尊重所有生命、無限的給予、不求回報的付出、去除我相、修身養性,去發覺內在的佛性。沒有一個自稱為修道人的人,會說這個不是真理。 在網站上自稱為修道人的人當中,我常看到爭論、好鬥、對意見不同的人貶低和輕視…等等,我知道這不是真正的道。當讀到這裡,大聲喊著:「我才沒有呢!」的人,請繼續讀下去,因為我們都曾經有過這些過錯。 我在這八個人當中,看到一貫道宗旨的真義。我現在瞭解到為什麼陳正夫點傳師和郭詩永點傳師是點傳師,為什麼楊碧珍老點傳師是老點傳師了。我也瞭解為什麼林信价學長會是道院英文班的負責人,我由衷深深的感謝他們。為什麼我會需要和想要一個佛堂?是因為我希望我可以學習效法他們,並教導我的小孩及其他人也能這樣做。我所說的並不是指某個人,而是指所有來這裡幫忙的八位前賢。 在我的周遭,我所看到的是小器、爭吵、自我中心的種種限制;在他們身上,我看到的是沒有止境的付出和慈悲。我說的是「完全沒有止境」,不論處理任何事情,這八位前賢都能全心全意的付出他們的所有。他們不只是不斷的付出、付出、再付出,而且找尋各種機會付出更多。在付出時,他們歡喜的感謝有讓他們付出與服務的機會。他們為我們煮飯燒菜,幫我們打掃,他們有著聖人般的耐心,看顧我那兩歲大的女兒及其他的孩子。他們包容我那發音不準確的中文,還能在我練禮節的百般錯誤中,幽默一笑。我相信彌勒祖師也是很有幽默感的。每一次我想他們應該付出得差不多了,耐心也要用完了,但卻發現他們還有更多要付出,和更多的耐心。 開壇的這天有十三個人求道,我看到何謂一個真正的修道人。我本來認為我有能力付出,相信我的家人也和我一樣有足夠的能力付出,但是其實我還有更多更多要學習的。那天事情結束時,我只能看著這個令人驚訝又不可思議的情景。 這些熱誠的前賢星期六早上六點到,忙了一整天,拜訪我的太極拳教室,參與我的課程,為我和我的家人準備午餐,然後出去購買開壇所需之物品,沒有休息的一直忙到傍晚。星期日早上七點就開始忙,就像前一天一樣。從獻供、請壇、開壇、清口、到求道的所有禮節儀式,及道義開釋,加上一個足夠二十人吃的素食大餐。他們依然笑容滿面,一邊幫忙看顧著小孩。他們並以無限的耐心教導我佛規禮節。 最後要提的一點是此次開壇所有的費用,完全是他們自費。佛堂的佛桌、佛具、及一切用品,都很昂貴,而且必須用卡車運送跨越半個美國。用美國人的方式來說,這是一筆很可觀的費用。這筆費用的每一分錢,都是由佛堂的點傳師們及道親們所行功的。 是不是任何人都可以做得到這個程度?是的,只要有正確的目標、正直的心、花很多的時間、懷著一顆認真而尊敬的心,是的,任何人都可以做得到這個程度。如果我們自認為是修道人的話,那麼為什麼不放下那些庸俗的行為,而把我們內在的佛性顯現出來?我們怎麼可以自己說是在「修道」,確不願照著這個真正的傳統和戒律去做? 我現在想要問那些問我「為什麼你要開佛堂?」的人,為什麼你們不要開佛堂?我親眼看到真正的修道人,表現出來的是「言行一致」。自認為在修道的人,若沒有用身體力行去體悟,就永遠不能瞭解真正的「道」。(待續) 什麼是真正的佛性?什麼是真正的自性?我們要如何辨認出在我們的自我之外的這個神聖的真我?答案就是:實踐。 On Opening the Shrine (Part I) by Bill Bunting On May 29, 2005, a group of masters and members of the I-Kuan Tao temple in El Monte, California, quietly thundered into Indianapolis, Indiana, and the status quo there would never be the same. I picked the words I used above very carefully because it's important to convey the level of energy, enthusiasm, caring, compassion, generosity, and the nearly palpable force that eight real cultivators of the Great Tao bring with them. Their arrival and departure were silent and still, their presence was quiet, reserved, poised and imminently elegant. It was apparent from the outset that this was a group with tremendous power behind them, and well it should have seemed, because to a person, their ally was the Great, Immutable Tao, the eternal divine principle. More than a year ago, I don't remember exactly when, Derek Lin and I began discussing the possibility of establishing an authentic Tao shrine in the Midwest. For more than a year we communicated frequently, spoke often, got to know each other well, and then in July of 2004 I was blessedly accepted to be initiated into I-Kuan Tao. It was at this point that the dream of bringing the Great Tao to the people of Indiana and beyond began to coalesce. During this time as well, Derek permitted me to send some of my thoughts and teachings on my own path to him for inclusion in the True Tao web site, where like his wonderful and insightful teachings, these few simple words seemed to reach some people and speak to their hearts. That's the history in a nutshell and it bears mentioning here that everything to this point and beyond unfolded without force, without contention, without furor, without fanfare in fact without most of the trappings and rigors of coordinating an event of this magnitude. It simply became time for the next step to occur, and it did, quietly, peacefully, wonderfully, miraculously, and repeatedly. Several people on the Tao Forum, as well as the people in and around the neighborhood, asked me quite frequently, "Why do you want a shrine?" or "Why do you need a temple?" or "If you're a Tao cultivator why do you need a church?" All I could do was smile. I do wish to answer these questions, now that I fully understand the impact of the shrine establishment, and that is what this teaching ultimately is all about. There are many people who label themselves Tao cultivators. Many of these people say that they do not require a formal organization to assist them in cultivating the Tao or to gather together to support and aid one another. Okay, I myself walked the path alone for many years. I also sacrificed tremendous understanding and knowledge wading around in the swamp of disinformation. As Tao cultivators, we are supposed to espouse the philosophy taught by Lao Tzu and the great masters and teachers: a path of wisdom, compassion, love and respect for all living things, boundless and limitless giving, service without expectation, the elimination of the ego self, and the nurturing and discovering of the true Buddha nature. I know of no one who calls him or herself a Tao cultivator who does not say this is the truth. Among the group of "Tao cultivators" I know online, some personally some not, I observe among them a spirit of contention, strife, academia, quarrelsome natures, as well as demeaning and belittling behavior towards people of different values and beliefs. I know this is not the way of the Great Tao, and to those who read this, and scream "NOT ME," to you I say, read on, for we all posses those very qualities. In eight people I saw for myself what the discipline of I-Kuan Tao means. I know now why Master Chen and Master William are masters, and why Senior Master Yang is Senior Master. I know why Derek is the Director of Tao Studies at the temple, and I praise and thank them all from the very depths of my heart. Why do I need / want a temple? So that one day I can hopefully emulate them fully, rightly, wholly, and teach my children and others to do the same. It would not be appropriate for me to speak specifically of individuals and their acts as it would violate their peace, so I will speak of the group, and please understand that what I say of one applies to all of the delegation who came here. Where I see limits, boundaries, pettiness, squabbling, and self-centeredness in myself and others, in them I see giving and compassion with absolutely no limit whatsoever. I mean, NO LIMIT, there was nothing accomplished here where one or more of the eight persons from the temple could not find an opportunity to give of themselves and everything that they had. Not only did they give and give and give and GIVE, but they looked for opportunities to GIVE MORE. In their giving, they were truly, ecstatically thankful for the opportunities to give and serve. They cooked, they cleaned, they watched out over my two-year-old and my other children with the patience and forbearance of saints. They tolerated my positively horrible attempts to speak and master (yeah right!) Chinese, and actually found humor in my abuse of the divine rituals. I am convinced that the Maitreya Buddha has a great sense of humor. Every time I thought they were at the absolute end of the rope, they had more of everything, and they held back nothing. We initiated 13 people the day of the dedication. I saw what it meant to be a Tao Cultivator. I thought I had the ability to give, I believed that my family and I did an adequate job there. I had much to learn. I still have much more to learn. At the end of the day, I could only gaze on in absolute amazement at the wonder that had unfolded before me. These remarkable people flew in at 6:00 in the morning on Saturday, worked all day, visited my humble Tai Chi school, participated in the class, prepared lunch for my family, went shopping for the balance of our needs for the dedication, and did not stop until late in the afternoon. They were up and working again by 7:00 in the morning Sunday, where they did the whole thing over again, and added three initiation rituals and all of the dedication rituals plus a couple of private rituals, a tremendous teaching discussion AND a vegetarian feast for 20. They were all still smiling, and watching children. Their patience in instructing me was boundless. As a final note but by no means a small note, everything was done out of their own personal funds. The temple fixtures are precious, expensive, and, had to be shipped cross country via truck. In American terms, it was a bunch of expense. Every penny was contributed by the temple masters and members. Can anyone do this? Yes. With the proper intent, the right heart, a lot of time, a serious and reverent mind and heart, yes. Why would a person not want to do this? If one would wear the label "Tao cultivator" then why would that person not put down the ways and means of this existence, and put on Buddha nature? How can one who claims the Great Tao, not align himself or herself with the authentic tradition and discipline? I now say to all who read this: ask not "Bill, why do you want to do this?" but rather ask, how is it that you do not? I have seen, with my own eyes, people who live by and demonstrate that which they teach. To claim the Tao without this knowledge and wisdom is to never know what the Great Tao truly is! On Opening the Shrine (Part II) by Bill Bunting What is the true Buddha nature? What is the true self? How do we recognize this ethereal personage bound somewhere beyond our ego self? The answer, practice. Lao Tzu tells us that when a wise student hears Tao, he makes it a part of their life, they practice the principles and pay close attention to every word and the instruction of the masters. When an average student hears Tao, maybe he practices, maybe not, and since little is invested, little is gained. When a fool hears Tao, he laughs at it heartily, and with no practice comes no benefit. This should not be a surprising interpretation to anyone who know the Tao Te Ching. How is it we know what and how to practice? We should rightfully learn from the example of the sages, the Great Masters, our masters at the temple, and those whose understanding surpasses our own. We should study diligently and make our every thought about becoming fully unified with the Great Tao. Our every action, our every breath should convey to all who see us, hear us, or interact with us in any way, that our path is Tao and our way peace, tranquility, oneness and profound respect for every living thing. I know with no doubt at all that the group of people who gathered in my home to dedicate a shrine in the tradition of the I-Kuan Tao were not always the people I met at that time. I’m very sure that like myself, each of them had walked a path that brought them to that day and time. Each of them had a life that at one time did not include the Great Tao, in some cases, perhaps a life that openly resisted this great truth. Some may have had many life problems, illness, abuse, poverty, death in the family, emotional strife, relationship problems, the list can go on literally without limit. Interestingly enough, all that proves is that each and every one, was and is human, just like the rest of us. Something changed them, something powerful changed them all, just like it changed me, and continues to change me. If we would one day overcome the ego self and bring forth the true Buddha nature, it is essential that we put into practice the principles taught us by the sages and masters. It is necessary at every turn to seek out opportunities to give of ourselves, our time, our resources, whatever is required of us without grumbling or complaining, in fact, we must meet those tasks with effortless joy and boundless energy. We should feel compelled to gather together to support each other, and mutually do our best to bring an end to the cycles of birth, death, and re-birth that plague humanity, it is our divine responsibility. It also is our divine responsibility to ensure that no soul is excluded from having the opportunity to know and embrace the truth. The mere appearance of differences between people must be seen for what it is, an illusion. The appearance of appearances must be seen for being the same illusion. Fat, short, skinny, blind, wheelchair bound, black, red, white, polka dotted or striped, everyone is welcome because the differences don’t really exist. In short, we must learn to give genuinely, and live without separation. Who among us is capable of setting such an example? Well, I believe I personally know several such people. Master Chen exemplifies these principles from the very core of his being, and radiates his tremendous peace and presence to everyone who meets him. When I think of him, the picture is that of the quiet power of a very deep river, always moving but seemingly completely still. His ability to bring understanding and tranquility to complete chaos was demonstrated time and again in my home. Tolerance and compassion, and boundless joy mark this man as surely as his appearance. He carries himself in a floating elegant effortless fashion, and yet is as close to the earth as the flowers. His example is an inspiration to me every minute of every day, as I watched him nearly float through a crowd of Westerners who no more understood the Tao than the Chinese language, he was eloquent and articulate, eminently patient and kind, as gentle as the spring breeze but possessing tremendous inner strength and power. Here is a man whose friend and ally is the Great Tao. How does he do all of this? He keeps the rituals, performs his meditations faithfully, he seeks out opportunities to give, in service, in resources, in time, in any way he can. He seeks out opportunities to share the Tao, and expresses himself with sheer joy. It is obvious to everyone without question that his way and path is Tao and no other. But his path came at some cost, discipline, education, choosing a way of peace, choosing to embrace people that perhaps were not as embraceable as others, choosing to show compassion when ignoring others would have been easier, choosing to help even if helping meant sacrifice. Over time, the choices became nature and the nature revealed itself in this remarkable man. This was not an accident. Master William is a man full of enthusiasm and energy. Every obstacle is merely an opportunity to excel, every chasm of separation only a reason to build a bridge of understanding. His joy knows no limit, his patience is inexhaustible, his ability to move with the winds of change is effortless and graceful. When I think of people who genuinely desire to give, my mind’s eye pictures Master William. Master William was instrumental in making sure that all of the fixtures of the shrine were delivered to Indiana in one piece. That single simple sentence resulted in a tremendous amount of hard physical work, and a logistical nightmare of gathering packing wrapping and shipping. The crate that the fixtures arrived in was a five hundred and fifty pound work of art. Everything was meticulously packaged and arrived beautifully. This may not sound like a big accomplishment, but please take note, the items in this box are rare, some are irreplaceable, and all are priceless. The expense and labor involved in making this happen was truly ponderous in scale. In addition, Master William provided to the temples the ability to connect the shrines via broadband communications. Through his efforts, the infant shrine in Indianapolis has an umbilical to its mother shrine and the wonderful knowledge of its masters and teachers. I am positive that Master William’s contributions extend much further than what I will ever know, and yet he shoulders this awesome responsibility with a quiet smiling face that beams with radiant joy and contentment and peace, ever ready to sit down and share his wisdom and knowledge of the Tao. This is an example worthy of following, a life worth emulating. This was also not an accident.
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